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[Nov. 19th, 2009|08:03 pm] |
Aaah Christmas is nearing, and we still have yet to put up our Christmas tree, the ornaments, the mistletoes that my Dad loves putting in strategic places *winkwink*. The weather is getting colder, and my nose is starting to run, and I'm starting to believe that that is something that happens annually. I can't wait for Christmas, and I'll be spending it here in Singapore.
I've actually forgotten what happened last Christmas. Oh oh, I remembered going for Simbang Gabi :D with the YFCs. And I THINK there was a Christmas party I attended.
Hmm I can't wait for Christmas shopping; the time when my wallet is so loaded and I can do anything I want with the money (and by that I mean buy ANY GIFT for my friends). But, I'm not loaded, that's the problem. Argh, I want to get my friends something kasi most of them won't even be here for Christmas anyways. ): tsk. Sad naman o, pwede maging first Chrstmas ni _ _ _ _.
But I have something to look forward too! the GRAND PLAN. Mkay I'll just disclose it her since NO ONE reads this (thanks for reading my dead blog :D)
Ernest, Keith, Miles and I are planning to go for a no parantel guidance, all expense paid, trip to Genting Highlands around Christmas to New Years' time. Woohoo! Male-Bonding! hahaha. It's kinda confirmed na I think. We just have to book. Natatakot ako na baka wala nang space sa booking. So I have to book ASAP. We don't know our itinerary yet, but we will be definitely be going on the theme park place thingy. Haha. And we're going to have.......FUN! haha. woohoo. Can't wait na talaga. PARTAAAY!
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[Oct. 30th, 2009|03:17 pm] |
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I miss having the one female bestfriend. Anyone can have a group of bestfriends.
But not everyone has a sole bestfriend of another gender they can share everything with, like aspirations, secret crushes, weird fetishes, lovelife tips, inspirational quotes, everything. Even share laughter, joy, share pains, even gossip. Lie down on grass fields where the wind can blow worries away. Be comfortable with each other even acting all silly won't matter. Where even the smallest giggles can drain out memories of the biggest trials. Laughing at the most silliest things. Moments when a simple text recieved can brighten up the whole day.Super long cheesy 5page smses. Weird silences during latenight phone calls, yet still feeling normal enough to sleep without saying goodnight. Whispering over the phone from the fear of parents finding out. Cool dreams you always share with me. Meeting up for an impromptu dinner. Making fun of each other for not finishing the food. Rolling eyes for every corny, cheesy comment. Playing stupid games with our diaphragms. Correcting each other's English during online chats. Losing track of time. I wrote a song for you because you're that special to me. In fact, I wrote 2. The other is currently in contruction but I don't have enough cash to pay wages for my lyric workers. I felt so fortunate and privileged to have had someone like you i got close with. You know what, I still feel fortunate. Not everyone could get that experience. Thanks. :D You might not know this, but you actually changed who I am as a person. And it's a good thing. Galing mo. (:
And I'll miss you. Sobrang Sobra. I already am. It sucks but it's what makes me stronger for the more things to come in the future.
Ahh I miss LIVEJOURNAL.
......Ahhh but tuMBLR STILL ROCKS SOCKS MUAHAHA
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[Oct. 2nd, 2009|01:41 am] |
Aaargh life right now's a bore.
Can't wait for school. New class.
E36Q . ((:
I did well for my rp exams too.
5 modules. 2 As, B, B+, and a C+
woohoo.
Just had singers' musicmin prac just now.
It was especially for singers only to get familiarized with the songs.
Haha but the instrumentalists were there as well.
(well, everyone was there except TitoRandy. tsktsk.)
Can't wait for this Saturday, the day itself when YFC would be leading MusicMin.
Hehe. It would be fun. Everyone is so eager to serve in the MusicMin this Saturday.
But sorry, if you can't come for practices you can't be in music ministry (Bro Randy is kinda strict)
heehee. oh well.
MY TOP3 BLESSINGS FOR TODAY. (:
- First of all, my exams. I thank God for blessing me with good grades. I heaved a big sigh of relief after knowing my grades. Now I have a few days of really carefree fun left in my holidays. (okay holidays are real boring)
- During practice, I went out because I was having (i think, GASTRIC). They all wanted to start and they wouldn't start without me. I thank God for blessing me with right timing, because as I opened the door again I let out this really long, stomach-emptying fart. NICE TIMING.
- I also thank Him for blessing me with Singapore. After witnessing so many calamities around the world, (Floods in the Phils, Earthquake in Indo(500 dead, 400missing), and the Tsunami in Samoan Isles(150 dead)), I realised we here in Singapore are so lucky. We're in such a good position on the map. Thanks, Bro. (:
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|12:43 am] |
KFC Couple Coordinators' Workshop
I thank God for giving me the opportunity to serve in the music ministry for this workshop.After today, I'm looking forward to so many things: - International Kids' Village (2010)
- Every other upcoming Senior Kids' Camp.
I remember my KFC Senior Kids' Camp. Haha.I remember Keith, Isaac, Daryl, Kuya Edmar, Marie, Teody, and so many others were there too.
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From today onwards, in every blog post(not that I'm going to post everyday), I'm going to start to recognize the top3 blessings I had for that day. So for today, My top3 blessings. Hmm, ok. - He blessed me with patience. Whenever my mom calls me on my phone when I'm busy, I tend to sound rude. I don't intend to be rude. I just sound rude. Maybe it's because of all her nagging. But today, God blessed me with patience. I kept my cool. And it felt good. I also came back home to a mom who is happy and very welcoming.
- He blessed me with strength. It was another long day, just like the YFC Covenant orientation we had last week. But through it all, he didn't make feel fatigued. At the end of day(which is now), I still have the strength to stay up and write this post. Awesome. Im ready for more ((:
- Blessed me with fun company. I had fun with my bros after the Workshop. Kevin, Keith, JohnJohn, Miles, and Ernest. And we still had time to hang at Keith's place for awhile to play some XBox.
You know, I don't think there would be a day where I'll find it impossible to think up of 3 blessings. Everyone is so blessed in many little ways, every single day. (:
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[Sep. 24th, 2009|03:52 pm] |
"It takes no time to fall in love.
But it takes you years to know what the love is."
Life Is Wonderful |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2009|08:11 pm] |
I woke up at 11:47am (according to my too-scratched-a-phone-to-be-called-a-phone)
I woke up to someone's call. Thanks.
If not for that call, I would be sleeping through the agreed time to meet, with this other friend.
And soooo, yea. I opened my room door to the dining area.
The hinges did not seem to make any screechy noise this time, not like always.
There sitting on the table, waiting for me,
My Breakfast.
I thought,
"Funny how I was talking to friend a few hours before,
about how she's so excited for her breakfast. She was hungry, and lazy."
I didn't feel excited, but I was eager to find out what was prepared for me.
I can say I'm rather pampered. Some mornings I don't even have to make my own breakfast.
So I was lumbering across the floor, my legs still half asleep.
I took the..."top?", away. My food was covered by this...I don't know what you call it. Yea.
Hmm, and yay, 3 ROTI PRATAASSS, and 2 cheese sausages. Beautiful,
though not so professionally 'organized', it still made me hungry.
And, like what I do every morning of this fruitless holiday I'm currently having,
I took the plate, carefully balancing the sausages being careful not to let them roll off,
and brought it with me in front of the TV. Couch Potato you say? Nah,
more like a Dining Chair Potato. I use my laptop longer than when I sleep.
Yes, So. A breakfast not so hearty, but has provided me with the energy I needed for today. Thank God.
(Oh btw, it was like a brunch for me. I still survived! O:)
Had a fun dance practice with my bud.
Robotic/Futuristic Zombie Thriller dance??? yeaaaa goool.
For dinner, I had, salad. -.-
yea. The others too. Healthy living.
Everyone in my family is chubby, except for my younger sis. (yesss, me too, me too)
Let's say, Isabel's weight is only 1/75 of the total family's.
Might be exaggerated. Might be true. hee.
I miss so many people.
Boredom kills.
Im getting fatter.
But I make up for it by going to the gym and talking to best buds.
ABCD, KZO, MP, 13s.
And my braddders from secondary school. Thanks.
Ooooh. Off to the gym now. I screwed my schedule last week. Have to work extra hard 2x this week to make up for it.
woohooo partaaye.
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[Aug. 12th, 2009|12:56 pm] |
| Friend | | | | A real friend is someone who:
a) it's okay to fart in front of.
b) you don't mind talking to on the bus for atleast 20 minutes.
c) can borrow $5 and never has to pay it back
d) you'll actually call up to do stuff.
Bob: "Hey Jim, you wanna go see a show downtown"
Jim: "Sorry man, I'm broke, and how are we gonna get there."
Bob: "No problem, I'll lend you the 5 bucks and we'll take the bus."
Jim: "Yeah, okay" (loud farting sound)
Bob: "Whoah! That was a good one!
Bob and Jim are friends.
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[Jun. 29th, 2009|03:52 pm] |
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Been blessed with your overpow'ring love
You drew me into your arms, saved us from the dark.
Our faith in you, we'll keep it strong
bearing all our crosses, for you, we'll stop for none With you, we'll reach across the nations
Conquer anything we didn't think we'd overcome
Your soldiers all geared u for battle,
and now we stand here strong for what it is to come We all know what this is for
and we're sure to win it
everything's possible, 'cause we're not alone
and for You, we'll do it!
Jesus your presence it lifts me high
and i'll soar across the sky, with you, with you.
We will, fight on! Give it all we've got!
And we're sure to reach the top, for you,
With you. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2009|05:56 pm] |
update update update.
just done with RP orientation. it was ok ok. fun.
S.O.H OOYYYYYY. (oooyyyyy)
Had a small gathering for April Y.'s birthday, on.......i forgot the date. oh oh april 14! day b4 her birthday
I had to WALK all the way to Aprils house only to realise they were at Causeway EATING.
WTF, hhhaa.
Anyhoos it was fun.
Got some pictures :)
April L's birthday partaaay yesterday evening.
I came late, cause of school.
YFCs were there. And we had to walk a loong way from the busstop to Stella condo. EX(c)ERCISE!
It was great. April's yaya asked me to sing for her, so i did.
HAPPY BIRZTHDAY APRIL Y. and APRIL L.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
17th and 16th respectively.
hehe month of april drains my pocket money cause of birthdays ehehehehe. tsk.
hmm what else,
alot has gone by already.
I used to have Beatles hair but I cut it, thanks to ate Iris.
now people keep saying it sucks. arrrgghh. its OKAY what.
so the first impression RP people get of me is the guy with weird hair. ahahaha. awesome.
well, school proper starts on Monday, cant wait actl.
I wanna buy new shirts. and shorts.
and shoes too. hehehehehe.
SHOPPING! ...
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[Mar. 24th, 2009|11:06 am] |
Im off to play some xbox360 in the Paune's mansion...
they have dead or alive and halo3.(and 16 other games)
and their TV is bigger than mine.
And I would be bringing my other 2 controllers.
it'll be a partaayyy.
so if you're jealous, i understand. :P |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2009|09:44 pm] |
First ulcer in 1year.
First post in nearly a month.
seems like ALOT of things can really happen in a month.
People changing, relationships coming and going. Loving and hurting.
Recently ive been having 1 or 2 days a week of work. Which sucks and rocks at the same time.
And yea, im fasting from meat. Im a pesco-vegetarian now. Than means I only eat fish. Coz i need
my protein. See , we learn new words everyday.
I wonder how long i can last being a pesco. ahha, pesco.
Been writing some poems too. As gay as it might sound. But its kinda relaxing.
And the sudden realization that i can be quite creative and very flamboyant with the sentence structure.
though my vocabulary aint that powerful/
And a reason why I started writing was because i know i can manipulate them into songs.
And songwriting is one of my passions. (:
Here's a poem for you guys. hehe:
A sky has a many thousand stars,
all with which light; can be seen from afar.
And for all the stars that we come to know,
each as special as each of us are.
But for every bright star, there is a job.
Bring hearts gleams of joy, bring hand to each other's hand.
But why is a star so underrated?
Is it because there is so many like them?
As each of us know, we all are bright stars,
all with a common job, to live life as we are.
No good can come from trying too hard,
'coz in the end we're all the same stars.
Some of us might feel useless and insecure.
Some find it no purpose to be alive.
But all of us are bright stars, we all have a glow.
A glow that comes from inside, and soon will show.
So brighten up stars, those which seem dull.
Be open, be yourself, and soon you might see.
Doors opening, and people waving.
And all will end up with much glee.
-migs
OKAAAAAYYYY, that cant be made into a song. but its neearr a poem i guess.
gimme props for that.
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[Feb. 9th, 2009|02:16 pm] |
noooooo, i don't have my guitar with me at home right now.
and i feel so completely borreedddd.
my electric is missing 2 freakin strings, making it so sucky to play.
have to buy new ones.
arrgghhh.
shouldnt have left my beloved acoustic in CAEC.
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[Feb. 4th, 2009|03:31 pm] |
Time has the ability to erase anything.
at least that's what i think.
but,
its in our power to re-write those that have been, and is going to be, erased. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2009|02:54 am] |
dang FACEBOOK is under maintenance. and i dont bother going to friendster cauze it sucks.
and something just made a noise outside my window >.> i must go pray now. |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2009|03:17 am] |
Woohooo no parents for a week.
They went back to the Philippines. So free.
I'd love to go with them, but work work work, KJ (killjoy)
Should I allow myself to accept false hope?
even though I know I am strong enough to withstand the reality.
Why, why, must you come in at this time. Such a bad time.
A good thing at a bad time. So sucky.
But nevertheless, it's still a good thing.
Hope whatever decision I make would be worthwhile
But I feel, life is long enough to take risks.
But I also feel that I am taking life for granted.
I might die tomorrow (knock table, knock table).
Its 4hours to sunrise. Gotta get some shuteye now. Goodnighty. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2009|12:07 pm] |
My results suck.
I wasn't expecting it to be that low.
I'm stupid.
I have always thought I was smart but now I don't think so.
Anyways God has a plan for everything.
Maybe there's something for me out there that's why my marks are like that.
Maybe he wants to teach me a lesson in working hard and striving for the best.
I just hope I could get into the course that could produce opportunities in my future.
Just pray that my appeal would work out.
Because when i get into a good course in poly,
i will promise myself that I would study hard enough to enter University.
That's my ultimate goal. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2009|02:40 pm] |
Starbucks is a fun place to work at.
I have never thought I would love working.
To be fair, putting aside the cleaning of the cafe, it's actually fun.
But yesterday I felt really light-headed. It must be from the fatigue.
Or I have been playing virtualpool on my iTouch too much.
It made it difficult to walk around.
Anyways I found out my favourite drink in Starbucks.
( add shot, tall, 2pump vanilla, no-whip, Mocha Frappuccino Blended Coffee. )
Come visit me in StarBucks, Orchard Point.
Just go to centrepoint and walk towards the PlazaSing direction.
After you cross that first tiny road you'll be able to see a big starbucks sign. Thats where I work. Come and visit!
But no free coffee. Maybe a discount I dont know. Free chit-chat! haha
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[Jan. 6th, 2009|05:02 pm] |
A dependable and mature source has told me this:
"Liking someone is not wrong, same goes to falling in love. At least you know that you are normal. But by going into a relationship, you have to be mindful of the people around you. You're parents, her parents. Friends. Community. You and her cannot go against the whole world, it has to be open. So there will be room for many of the wrong things that will happen in a relationship. I am not saying having a relationship is bad. Its just that its more difficult to handle."
People offered but the best advice they gave is to follow my heart.
Others say to pray a lot and hope for a good answer from God.
All advising me to pray so that He can guide me.
But how can God guide me if I am not willing to move my own feet.
I am actually a YouthLeader in my catholic community.
But at times i feel as though I am a big hypocrite.
I feel that I am weak. And why am I serving Him?
I think it's because that I am weak, I am serving him.
I am a YouthLeader becuase I am weak, and I need Him to be my strength and support.
I don't want to be a hypocrite, and i don't want to be a role model, because i am a bad one at that.
But maybe all this happens for a reason. So that I can share with others how it feels like. And how to prepare.
So maybe i won't be a role model. But an example. |
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